where the hell am i.
i dont deserve to be here.
i deserve better.
but i cant govern my life by myself. its God who plays with the toys he made.
People here are so narrow minded that no one even is even concerned about what the hell is happening inside there own class or even inside their own college. i dont like my college. i dont like this city,
i dont like the people here. i dont like the environment here.
I just need an excuse to come home. i want to get away from these people and this college.
guys in my class are worlds greatest attention seekers. they start singing or banding the tables or doing whatsoever anything takes to seek attention from girls. Sometimes thats irritating. Girls in my class are conservative. A guy comes and sits next to a girl and she moves to another bench.
But there are a few people who i see as ok guys. Call it the Chandigarh effect or maybe my idiotic attitude but the people who are from chandigarh in my class are far better and cooler than the patiala people.
The teaching in the college is surprisingly satisfactory. Teachers teach in english and scold in punjabi. All teachers are either doing Ph.d or have already done Ph.d.
the way of teaching is similar to any engineering college in india. Plenty of assignments to keep our brains and free time occupied.
Workshop is awesome. Labs are good. classrooms are good. corridor is fine. Architecture of the building is good too.
I have not been allotted the hostel yet. Have been living with laala at his brother's place near the university.
daily searching for a paying guest. Found so many PG's around the university but some were far, some were costly, some were ugly, some were too close.
finally we settled in one of them.
its 1.5 kms from the university gate and total 2.5 kms from our college. But its good and the 8 guys living in the pg already are from same college , same year and 3 from chandigarh itself. so its fine.
Food was the next problem. we ate food in the famous GOL MARKET for a few weeks. But late opened an account in the UCoE boys hostel mess. The food is not very good but yes better than other areas.
It has been few months in college and finally i found the people worth talking to. !!
